Your death, I denied, your life, I despised,
I’m not grieving for you,
I was filled with anger, your absence made me weaker,
I’m not grieving for you,
I was living in fear, with you no longer here,
I’m not grieving for you,
I feel guilty; during your presence I was lazy,
I’m not grieving for you,
Sick with depression, this obsession,
I’m not grieving for you,
In the end all you get is . . . emotionless,
I am grieving for you.
